Merry Stressmas

The holidays tend to make people a little bit more on edge and I have been no exception; Christmas came and went. Despite my merry caroling, my holiday was less jolly than I anticipated; mostly because I didn't get what I wanted. It's not a good thing to have expectations.

To my defense, Santa led me to believe that I deserved what I asked for and that it was forthcoming, but then later let me know that at the time that he received my letter, he didn't want to tell me that is was too soon for that type of gift. I basically had to find out the hard way (never getting it) and was sorely disappointed as a result.

I don't just feel let down that I'm not going to get what I hoped for this Christmas. I could take that in stride; I'm a big girl.

I'm mostly upset that Santa led me we were on the same page, when in fact, we weren't. Basically, he was just too pussy to tell me the truth. I would have thought Santa would have been a lot bigger than that; presenting himself as a man's man with his nonstop physical training and what not.

I will have a total of almost two whole weeks off from work. There was talk of going away, but that didn't pan out either. I made plans to go away to Philly for a couple of days, as a last resort (an act of desperation) but my friend that was meant to drive sprang an oil leak, so the trip is canceled.

Needless to say, looking forward to these 2008 pieces of shit being over.

$@bs